Chasing God: The Purpose of Meditation
During a deep meditation I was transported to another dimension where I found myself in a vast abyss. The bottom half was the color of a vanilla sky, with oranges, pinks, and pale whites. The top half was a dark violet. There in the far distance I saw a blue being flying through this abyss […]
Faith vs Works: What makes it real?
The desire for separation is the greatest desire. When it comes to religion, I’ve come to the conclusion that they are all true within limits. Either through altered states of consciousness brought forth by meditation, mystical experiences brought forth by psychosis, or merely stepping into a reality tunnel through certain practices, I’ve come to the […]
Spirituality: The Only Game In Town
Spirituality makes a lot of promises. Overcoming the ego, transcending psychological suffering, finding purpose, meaning, and belonging, moving beyond dualistic thinking, compassion and connection. And the possibility of achieving these through spirituality is available. But does it truly make a difference? In overcoming the ego, one might find that they actually liked having a strong […]
Enemy vs Adversary
Relationships are everything and how we interpret those relationships gives purpose and outcome to our individual experience. I think one of the more difficult things to manage in life is that of conflicting relationships. Why do they even exist? The desire for separation is the greatest desire. Because of this, we create or find conflicting […]
There Is No True Escape
Like a lot of people who are into religion and spirituality, I did not favor earthly existence. I saw it as flawed, and I wished to escape. The promise of heaven, the idea of escaping samsara, crossing the abyss, finding my true will, uniting The Christ and Sophia, overcoming the demiurge, defeating Satan or the […]
The Enemy Within
Growing up I was brought up in a school of thought that saw the mind as the enemy. This idea that the mind was an aspect of reality and its only desire was to feed off negativity. And this was the source of all angst and misery. This was mirrored in the movie 2001: A […]
Love What I Previously Hated
On multiple occasions I experienced being one with God, where my reality was perceived as perfect. I had no problems in the creation, everything was perfect, but I didn’t like it, to me it was hell. And I would choose to forget, that was my way of entering back into separation. Doing that a number […]
The Truth Is a Relationship
The greatest desire is the desire for separation. The pursuit of truth is an intoxicating endeavor. Trying to discover what is right and what is true. Many religions exist, many of those proclaim to be The Truth, which is what they are supposed to do. I heard a discussion disputing a religion linked to the […]
Round and Round We Go, When Will It Stop, Nobody Knows
The greatest desire is for separation. And the mechanism which keeps us in separation is ultimately an energy, polarized by judgment. We conclude when something bad happens, it’s the devil, or any enemy. And that when something good happens, it’s God, or Jesus Christ, or shiva, or krishna, or your mom, or your ancestors, or […]
We Serve Something Bigger Than Ourselves
I attempted to make a drawing using AI but was incapable of creating it. Through some time and effort this image here came out, which I actually think might be a better model. I don’t think it’s perfect but maybe it’s not supposed to be. I attempted to explain the idea of my In the […]