The only way any of this makes any sense to me is that there must be three distinct wills working together simultaneously. There is the Will of The Reality, there is the will of The Creation, and there is the will of The Identity.
The way I define that is that there is the will of god almighty, the thing holding us together. There is the will of society, this thing I am inside of and a part of, and then there is my own will, what I “think” I want.
But it gets confusing because god is always changing. The most high, the highest will, rotates. So we create unity, then a new separation is birthed, starting the whole process over again. So I say that we connect the two and split the two. I can only see the two, but there are three forces at work.
I guess this is the whole free will vs determinism debate. Sometimes we have free will, and sometimes we don’t. Sometimes we want free will, and sometimes we want things to run under determinism. It’s not just one thing, if it was, the whole reality of existence would fail.
The only way I can wrap my mind around a concept that can make this work is that we must exist multidimensionally. God is inside of me, God is kind of outside of me, in my friend, in my brother, my sister, my enemy, my pet, the roach on the ground. Then another version of God exists truly outside of me, the one playing the video game from a mouse and keyboard, the one in an invisible realm, the one in heaven, the one in hell, and everywhere else in between.
This whole thing is about self discovery, but that can never be truly found. It’s a perpetual machine. It’s ultimately a mystery and that mystery feeds and then expands itself keeping the game, keeping the movement alive and well. To suggest one knows what it is is to perpetuate the flow. We define what it is only to be surprised by the fact that no, it’s something more than that. This whole chemical reaction constantly expands itself into oblivion and beyond.
