My Theory on The Devil
I have thoughts on this concept people call The Devil. The problem is, we have all these stories, preinstalled. Some people simply don’t care, and I think that’s valid. For the vast majority, I would suggest that none of this is applicable, it’s not important, it doesn’t mean anything. And most people would simply dismiss […]
Just Be Yourself
I remember when I was 16, I was trying to figure out the whole dating thing. I asked a woman I worked with, she was older than me and figured she could help. She said, whatever you do, just be yourself. I was very taken aback and I couldn’t help but ask “Be myself? What […]
My Meditation: Harvesting
I have a meditation that I’ve been involved with for many, many years. The thing is, I would never recommend it to anyone. There is a cost associated with it. I can’t say that it is “good”. Interesting maybe, but not good. I honestly think it is dangerous, it can lead to unpleasant experiences, for […]
Implied Consent: Judgment and Mercy
Before 2010, I didn’t question my morality. I had judgments about what is right and wrong, and just kind of flowed through existence. My morality was very black and white. This is good and this is bad. After 2010, I had an ego death and a result of that, I began to question myself and […]
Chemical Reaction of Light
I was meditating and in a pretty high state of consciousness. I found myself in a deep black abyss but witnessed these beams of light, similar to laser beams, but were solid like matter. I called them pillars of fire. One beam of light would press into another beam of light, and they would melt […]
Chasing God: The Purpose of Meditation
During a deep meditation I was transported to another dimension where I found myself in a vast abyss. The bottom half was the color of a vanilla sky, with oranges, pinks, and pale whites. The top half was a dark violet. There in the far distance I saw a blue being flying through this abyss […]
Faith vs Works: What makes it real?
The desire for separation is the greatest desire. When it comes to religion, I’ve come to the conclusion that they are all true within limits. Either through altered states of consciousness brought forth by meditation, mystical experiences brought forth by psychosis, or merely stepping into a reality tunnel through certain practices, I’ve come to the […]
Spirituality: The Only Game In Town
Spirituality makes a lot of promises. Overcoming the ego, transcending psychological suffering, finding purpose, meaning, and belonging, moving beyond dualistic thinking, compassion and connection. And the possibility of achieving these through spirituality is available. But does it truly make a difference? In overcoming the ego, one might find that they actually liked having a strong […]
Enemy vs Adversary
Relationships are everything and how we interpret those relationships gives purpose and outcome to our individual experience. I think one of the more difficult things to manage in life is that of conflicting relationships. Why do they even exist? The desire for separation is the greatest desire. Because of this, we create or find conflicting […]
There Is No True Escape
Like a lot of people who are into religion and spirituality, I did not favor earthly existence. I saw it as flawed, and I wished to escape. The promise of heaven, the idea of escaping samsara, crossing the abyss, finding my true will, uniting The Christ and Sophia, overcoming the demiurge, defeating Satan or the […]